Saturday, July 14, 2012

wishing upon the heart

wondering my mind on the things i want to do or specifically to the places that i plan to go whenever there is a chance to go. I believe all of us have one and today i just want to share about one of the many places i've been longing to go. GREECE. Have you seen the Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants movie? ..heeheee.. that's how it all started. if you know what i mean.

For me, i believe GREECE is a place where we can soak our eyes and soul to its wonderful history, food and scenery that never fails to capture our heart. Hmmm... when haa...?? erghhh...  i must go.. i must go here... someday.

p/s  : oh ya.. the pictures is not mine. So all the royalties and acknowledgement goes to its owner. tq.

Tuesday, July 10, 2012


heart is the dust as it be left alone
heart is the dust as it there just by itself
heart is the dust as it sees the stars from afar
and heart is the dust when it can't do nothing

heart is the dust as it dead no more
heart is the dust as it cannot belong
heart is dust as how can to say
heart is the dust when dreams face the battle

Monday, July 9, 2012


That evening as usual, Heidi rides her bicycle along the seaside. The sunset still shine brightly which makes as if the sea water has it twinkling diamond in it.
Watching the birds’ flies at the skies went to their nowhere to found home, she was amazed by the scenery. The sunset turns into reddish from yellowish. She began to sit and put her bicycle down next to her. Not far from where she have her feet rest, is a little girl with its dog having there fun time together playing chase and run. They seems so close to each other even though without any words to exchange, the dog looks like that he understands the every single words from its master.
Heidi began to smile at this and without her consent, a single tear drops began to drop running through her cheeks. Her hearts pounds heavily as though as she had just finished a hundred metres race. Indescribable feeling. She hates this feeling.
At this point, she began to sense that something is missing. Benji is not there with her. She is alone through the loveliness of the evening.  Same as that little girl, Heidi and Benji are close to each other and Benji never fails to serves his master to the best until his last breath. What makes Heidi still feel the pounding in her heart when it comes to Benji is that she was not there when Benji have his eyes close. She has to go back to the college. Deep inside her heart, she knew Benji is going weaker and weaker.  That Sunday morning greet to Benji was the last greet.
On Tuesday and through all the weekday, her parents have to keep this as a secret and they decided not to tell Heidi until she came home from her college that week. Far in her heart, and with the dream that she had, Heidi knew Benji was gone. Already gone. She sends messages to her dad asking how Benji was but there was no reply. She had to call. At first there was no answer, but then her daddy had to tell everything to Heidi.
The family gather around Benji for the last time as Benji getting weaker and weaker. Sometime he breathes and sometime he doesn’t. Lying motionless. Dad knew Benji couldn’t make it for the weekend and Heidi is not there. 
“Benji, we are sorry for everything. We have done everything that we could. I know you understand. Heidi is not here and you know she will be coming back only on Friday.  As for now, we like to say thank you for everything that you have done to us. Benji, you will be always be remembered”.
At this point, Benji with his last and final strength wagged his tail to show that he understands. Then, he had gone. Gone forever.
Benji was attacked by the dog-fever and the veterinian could not do anything further. Anyhow, Benji was quite strong to fight until his last breath. Before Heidi has to went back to her college again, she feel relieve a little because she is there with Benji through his sickness.
How she missed Benji when every time the memory of this cool dog slip through her mind. Everything happens so fast.
Not everything can be put into words. Now, Heidi still remembers the day that she chooses Benji. He was such an independent, handsome and plum puppy.
The sound of the waves awakes Heidi and put her mind back again to the seaside. It’s getting darker. Heidi had to continue to take a ride home… alone..without Benji with her this time.
(Rest in peace my friend.)

(blame my gammar not my sorry.. im not that grammarian. =) .. 

Thursday, August 11, 2011


Hmm mm, something very relevant n serious to think about... sometimes in our hectic lifestyle, we put God in d passenger's seat & we'll b on d wheel when it should b d other way around... when we do that, we din give God d honor, glory and His rightful place... in our hectic life, let's not forget to give d time to God n let Him guide us n take us to our destiny...

May the Grace of God, love of Jesus and fellowship of the Holy Spirit abide in u for eternity...


I realize this BUSY kind of thinking, exactly what has caused lot of problems in our world today. We try to keep God in church..on Sunday morning...maybe Sunday night.. And the unlikely event of a midweek service. We do like to have HIM around during sickness and of course, a funerals. However, we don't have time or room, for HIM during our work or play. Because that's the part of our lives we think...we can, and should handle on our own.

May GOD forgive me for ever thinking .. that..there is a time or place where HE is not to be First in my life.

We should always have time to remember all HE has done for us.


I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do. I had to hurry and get to work For bills would soon be due. So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,
And jumped up off my knees.

My Christian duty was now done

My soul could rest at ease.

All day long I had no time

To spread a word of cheer. No time to speak of Christ to friends,

They'd laugh at me I'd fear.

No time, no time, too much to do,

That was my constant cry,

No time to give to souls in need

But at last the time, the time to die.

I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes. For in his hands God held a book; It was the book of life.

God looked into his book and said

"Your name I cannot find.

I once was going to write it down...

But never found the time"


A Nice Short Story :: taken from

While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked up stone and scratched lines on the side of the car. In anger, the man took the child's hand and hit it many times; not realizing he was using a wrench.
At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures.
When the child saw his father.....with painful eyes he asked, 'Dad when will my fingers grow back?' The man was so hurt and speechless; he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times.
Devastated by his own actions......sitting in front of that car he looked at the scratches; the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD'.
The next day that man committed suicide. . .

Anger and Love have no limits; choose the latter to have a beautiful, lovely life..... Things are to be used and people are to be loved, But the problem in today's world is that, People are used and things are loved... During this year, let's be careful to keep this thought in
mind: Things are to be used, but People are to be loved ... Be yourself....This is the only day we HAVE. Have a nice day

Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits they become character; Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.



This morning i am quite free but feels i just want to sit and relaxed: doing nothing but well i am in the middle of blogging of course..., sipping through a hot and warm chocolate drink that stir up my throat and stomach. "What a wonderful feeling" I thought for myself. Looking out through my blur yet smudge window besides me and enjoying the fresh view morning scene after this early morning rain.

Today seems everyone in the office was so busy. Well that's what we a hired for isn't it? ^_^ to be busy around.
(Heheheee)... i am started to think, does today person appreciate their friends just like the old days before?. Does today person have their own best friends? Or is it just a " Hye-Hye and Bye-Bye" ? Well.. i guess all of us have our own answer to that.

Despite all this, i would like to share some beautiful quotations from some popular inspirational people who have ever lived about BEST FRIEND.

"I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time."
~ Unknown

"Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us."
~ Unknown

"Many people will walk in and out of you life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart."
~ Anonymous

"My best friend is the one who brings out the best in me."
~ Henry Ford

"Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say. "
~ Anonymous

"Best friends are like diamonds, precious and rare. False friends are like leaves, found everywhere."
~ Unknown

"Best friend, my well-spring in the wilderness! "
~ George Eliot

"Only your real friends will tell you when your face is dirty. "
~ Sicilian Proverb